Lyme makes me angry...
Today I’m angry - I woke up with nothing to be angry about. The sun was shining for the second day in a row, the sky was a bright, bright blue, and I could hear the birds waiting for their breakfast. I made my husband’s lunch and sat down to have my morning coffee. I’m so angry that I can feel the pain in my chest.. I’m reminded, no matter how sunny or blue it is outside, my world doesn't seem to change much inside. I understand the saying “life is what you make it”, but sometimes I just want my world back. I want to go to get in my car and drive to get my favorite coffee on the way to work. I want to focus my energy all day on comforting a patient getting ready to go in for surgery, holding their hand, sitting on the edge of their bed after placing their IV, and listening to their fears. I want to help. I want to be there for them. I want to reassure their family members, and bring them a cup of coffee; after all, that’s ...
